This site was developed when I came
to the realization in my personal growth recovery journey that many of my decisions in my lifetime were based on the convictions
that I had about God. Many of the traumas I survived were intensely traumatic because my beliefs were being compromised.
Having lived a lifetime of domestic violence - even
in childhood - I couldn't make sense of how people who most deeply affected my life could believe in God or have any convictions
about religion when they were acting out the way they were. How could a parent be abusive to a child and then go to church
every Sunday as if nothing was wrong?
How could a person have an abortion or force someone
they had control over to have an abortion if they didn't believe in abortion - if in fact that controller was a Christian?
It seemed that throughout my lifetime the institution
of marriage was quickly dissolving as the divorce rate rose higher and higher. Didn't people have any convictions about the
institution of marriage?
These questions and more were plaguing me when my
goal was to go back into my past to resolve many unresolved emotions and feelings I had during traumas, crises, disasters,
car accidents and other dysfunctional experiences and relationships that touched me.